I feel like butt shit fuck I think I have a fever probably from drinking all the alcohol in the house & doubling up on adderall every day & not sleeping & being around pee, puke & boogers all week.
I guess I’m not surprised. Please, make it Friday…
First my mind, now my body, too! I want this week to be erased from my memory as soon as it’s over.
And I think that’s pretty human. You don’t have to be an animal to act like a human.
I get grossed-out when I see my family members on “facechat”
I don’t know why. Also, I definitely never want to be a mom.
Baby sitting a 13 year-old boy, a 10 year old boy, & an 8 year old autistic boy & a big dog & a big house in the woods is a way bigger bite than I can chew.
I’ve been constantly excited & nervous & it’s the best.
Despite having a lot of bad luck lately & really no bragging rights
all the very nice things have been out-weighing all the lousy ones
& that’s the first time I have said that in a very long time.
Last night I dreamt I saw my friend Stephan & we enjoyed a really long hug & that was that.
Than I dreamt I walked into the apartment & there were all these girls who admitted to stealing our stuff & when I called the police on a neighbors phone, I came back to find they’d all started to kill themselves.
I have lots of dreams about watching people kill themselves.
My last dream was about Sharon Osbourne being a great motherly friend of mine & she was going to dye my hair a pretty red & give me horns of hair for christmas parties.
Why do I always move forward & immediately twice as far backward.
I hate you 2012 & I won’t be sad to see you go.